from the day I received a bad news about my grandma

 I care about you

lets watch a comedy show 

so you will feel better

im here okay?

but dont make me feel bad 

but do you want to go on the boat trip?

this is the last day they are here

but im here for you 

stop beeing the victim

she taught you how to be strong 

and she is dying 

but he is here for you 

he is sorry for you 

but watch a comedy show?

or go to a boat?

just call me if you need anything

you will always be alone, that's a radical acceptance you gotta have 

oh, she is dying 

its normal, old people dye

everything is normal 

so fucking normal 

in the end you are always alone

im a cup 

with solid things on the button

you know 

what the fuck is this feeling

why am I fucking here 

in this place?

this just shows you how wrong eveything is

 everyone is pretending

all the time 

beging kings of New York 

doing something small 

they chat 

like they are the cool kids 

but they are not happy 

they need to say that you were out of tune 

or out of the road

they say you are an amazing photographer 

and in the end u freeze when u see a guitar

how many traumas has been created in this time

two years

isnt that way too much?

two years wasted

trying to bee older 

and now you are

for how long?

what if in your lives u said more no?

only kids dont accept no

and he is one of them

you have yourself

u should know that

u had yourself on that hotel

and loneless will come 

it will stir up

and then calm down in the surface

it will calm down

 what about bad sex?

you simply hate when he touches you

what do u feel?

you feel incomplete?

you wanna beat?

you say u will exchange photos for sessions?

and he stay silent

because he doesn't care

and he didnt play anything in 5 years

he says this is the best venue

but everyone that comes are just friends

and someone that plays with someone that is famous

and I know this 

this is good this is not

go fuck yourself

where are you?

what are u doing?

 you keep telling people how they are famous 

how some are good

how this is the best place in New York City 

And its not good 

How you know everyone

is this melee?

oh, yea! My friend played with Lady Gaga

that's my friend

what the hell

I presented him to sting 

how big are things in your life?

how important is the things you say that are important.

 ela eh magia 

circo 

mallu magalhaes e cicero 

coisa boa 

de gente indie 

fogo de pop 

e alegria de criança 

 I like where I am.

Germany, studying. playing. 

I think im growing even if I dont perceive it. 

 i don't like Germany, I have no idea what im doing here.