Im a bird learning to fly. Im hurting. I keep singing. Im sensitive. And I never felt so desperate. Im coming back home. I was teached to survive. In the most different situations. I hurted people. In a survival mode you are teached to be selfish. You change everyday, in order to keep alive. Almost as part of nature. Im chaotic. Not in a bad way. Im just learning to be the best version of myself. Its a daily process of dying and beeing born again. Im scared of beeing alone. Im scared to not have a home, to not have anyone. I keep smiling just as everything is fine. In another culture that somehow is mine. In another language that someone took from me. Im hurting so much. I dont know how to build a structure of solid things. I had to forget so much to be where I am. To fight silently. To break barriers. To fly the Atlantic. Everyday was a new person inside of my head. Everyday was a feeling of dying in the streets. Of falling. Of failing. People think im sweet. But Im strong. I keep surviving. Day after day. Trying to believe everyday that im strong. I repeat it to myself. I embrace my loss of hearing. Now im doubting in my music. Im not sure about love. Im not sure about love. I feel dependent. I miss my dad. I miss a home. I miss someone giving me a home that I can trust. I was kicked out so much. I was violented so much. I had to sign things. I had to say things in court when I was only a child. People still think Im sweet. 

Corpo que grita

Eu limpo a casa de dentro 

Pra ficar feliz

limpo a casa de fora numa resposta diretriz

A tempestade vem 

A tempestade vem 

A tempestade vem 

Eu tenho coisas no corpo que me causam dor

as coisas de dentro do corpo passam pra voz 

que passam pra ti

Quando eu me olho dentro do espelho 

vejo todas as de dentro 

me convidando, me encontrando, me surpreendendo 

porque lutei 

fui mais forte que a dor

fui mais sabia que a fe da tua mare

 you knew since the beginning 

how this would end up beeing

he showed of, his phone and who he was working with

and me,

I am on stage fearless. 

Thats how you wanted to be

I saw you, I saw you 

we kissed like crashing melodies

you looked like a nerd guy 

and im standing by 

in your comfort zone

You tasted my thirsty lips

you started using me

for something I wasn't pretend to be 

a release is just like a self release, you are right 

deixar se revelar como se voce estivesse nua nas luzes da lua

como se voce estivesse descoberta no frio da noite, andando sozinha na areia da praia 

e as luzes brilhantes do ceu 

que refletem no seu corpo nu e com receios 

voce sente tudo em dobro 

 we could have been everything in the studio

but we ended beeing nothing

at all 

no music 

no credit 

time to switch

poem 1

 All you had, guess what, you are going to loose

But thats the best part

You are going to loose people telling how the third minor in the show was good 

I received a menssage about how Italy is going,

the connection with prince musicians

are you famous?

just stop okay?

men are made for Holliday 

its time for you to stop 

dont ask for my photos 

you won't get them.

I bring my own fish home 

 Na balanca da vida eu estou desbalanceada 

Eu senti falta do que eu vivi

Eu sofri e eu fugi

Eu fugi pra respirar

Fugi na ponta dos  pes

Dancando bale

A musica que mais te cabia na mente

Eu me pari

Eu me nasci

Fui isolada

Para ficar sozinha

Se aproprie da sua historia

Do que vc quer ser como pessoa

Quais historias vc quer contar?

Rebeliao crises de panico

Vc nao sabe nada de amor

É verdade

Vc nao soube nada sobre amar

Na sua corrente corre algo mais blase

Como sobreviver.

Voce quer escrever um livro

Sua liberdade tem um preco muito alto

Sua historia tem um preco muito alto

Ela custou sua vida

Sua saude

Seu ouvido

Nunca entregue o que é seu na bandeja do bar

Nunca se coloque em promocao

Em 3 por 1

Sua solidao é rara

Sua sobrecivencia é bela

Eu contraceno com a minha sombra 

Uma cena de ceu

Uma cena de luz

Eu contraceno com minhas mentiras

Todo dia

Eu contraceno comigo fingindo

Eu contraceno comigo dizendo nao e nao sendo ouvida

Grito de liberdade