you use sex to feel love 

what are u afraid of?

beging alone?

u are creating your own friends

you are young 

you know

 On the flip side, you may completely shut down sexually. Being that open and vulnerable may feel too scary and, therefore, you unconsciously shut down your libido. You don't want to have to depend on another person to meet your sexual needs so you just don't have them.

you have problem setting your boundaries

he likes calling me sweetie 

You have a really hard time saying "no" when you don't want to do something because you're so worried about upsetting your partner or them leaving because you made a boundary. This can put you in a bad position that can range from uncomfortable to downright dangerous.

You date people who are much older than you.

This is the classic daddy issue cliché but often ends up being true. You seek out or find yourself attracted to partners who are significantly older than you in order to re-create the father-child dynamic.

You're terrified of being alone.

You would rather be in a dysfunctional relationship than be single. 

no one is really talking about daddy issues

"involves anger, it involves grieving ... It's a chance to feel sadness for your younger self, who didn't get what they needed."

i almosrt asked my dad

if you want I will not go to this travel 

just tell me if its the wrong thing to do

it makes me sad you

name exacly what u are feeling:

I feel not supported for my music, I dont know what I like, and its usually everything u think its good

I feel its hard to put borders

I never had time just for myself

im afraid of beeing alone

im dating someone much older

I feel I cannot focus in my stuff as before.