this work is making me sick... I barely earn much,  I booked an amazing gig that did 1000 euros for the bar, a number never seen before, a successful night and in the end of the shift the piece of shit comes to say that this is not what the bar is looking. so good luck with the old dudes going there drinking whiskey, and making 10 euros for the bar. I can get a better job where my sleep is not so dis regulated, get the same amount of tips or even better. My sleep is important and I wont put any effort in this fucking instagram. the boss is a piece of shit, always saying this is not a democratic thing, solve it yourself, coming to the bar and not doing anything, the guy has no understanding of how to do anything in that place, everything who is doing is David, and the guy still doesnt get any appreciation. Im leaving. I am. Fuck this shit.

But also my dad treating me like shit, being here, and only supporting me financially if I learn German (which is fine) but the way he treats me with so much violence. I saw a letter Lisa got from her parents, saying they couldnt wait for the next single to come out. Voce foi ensinada que amor é dor. é nao escutar. mas voce sabe melhor das coisas. se fosse por escutar sua tia voce kinda estaria doente em porto Alegre. 

Old dudes playing with other old dudes making jokes about how woman cant drink strong alcohol. you cant even promote the gigs so why would you help this piece of shit? that has a boss that is literally a piece of shit, but its still working with you...

I'm really tired from life here in Germany, from my dad from this culture. my mom once told me that all germans acted like nazis, and it's true. the disrespect, the violence, the passive aggressiveness, the no consideration, the way they want everyone to live life how they want... living in berlin, moving is stressful

the guy there wont have the energy to stand up for u.