All you had, guess what, you are going to loose

But thats the best part

You are going to loose people telling how the third minor in the show was good 

Fuck that 

music is not about that

I received a menssage about how Italy is going,

the connection with prince musicians

FUCK that

are you famous?

man, you are not even producing music for people in label

just stop okay?

men are made for Holliday 

its time for you to stop 

dont ask for my photos 

you won't get them.

I bring my own fish home 

 To start I just want to say that I do am proud of what we had. About how we meet during the pandemic and how beautiful our first dates were. about when u asked me if things were going too fast in a bar in ostkreuz, or going to your place to spend the weekends and sing together. I always had so much fun and you presented me so much from berlin and from life. Even though we were inside of a pandemic. You are the cutest and more cared creature in the world. And you are a perfect lover. I love how you can take care of me, and I always felt so much loved. I love exploring the woods with you on the winter, and feeling the 0 degrees for the first time. I love how easily you say yes to adventures, and just go with the flow with my ideas. I was so afraid of the cold here. You brought me to all cool stuff, tango, gigs, dinners, and great people. You are a connector. And you are really a beautiful soul. Really. Im really afraid of you to get hurt, and I dont like this idea. I love going to the woods with you, exploring the parks in the winter, and I will always remember about you as someone who makes me laugh, openly and wildly. I do have my own shit to take care, I do feel that time is running and I dont know what to do in my life, I do compare myself a lot, and I do have to organize my life. You showing me my photographer side was also nice (even though I have my questions again). But I grew a lot in the time we were together, and so many things happened. Painting your studio, helping you, eating kumpir, the studio sessions. I really missed having properly dates with you. Like sliding, and discovering things for the first time with you is always a joy. Like the states. I also loved going to the mountains with you and traveling together to a cold place at sächsischer schweiz. Anyway.