I know this is hard

but somehow im relieved

I feel like I can conquest the world alone

I know its tough 

but I want to show my daughter that she can conquest anything in her life

with study and hard work 

I know its tough 

its not easy

but men are weak 

and its hard to assume

but I wont put my energy into a man anymore 

ill put it on me

this investment we know where it ends:

i dont feel this anymore,

idk how to deal with this.

theis loss